CHANCES ARE

Chances are you will find me somewhere on the road tonight.
Seems I always end up dropping by
Ever since I have known you
It just seems your away
Far far away from me
But you always keep in touch

Our language and logic sometimes dont comply.
I only see you in the dawn
You only see me in the night
When will I be with you?

I remember clearly how you look the time we have met
I recall your every smiles and every laugther and every time you are turning pink
I remember how you made me feel so naive
I remember all your goodness and graces
Now you are all I wanna see
But your out there somewhere working for the night
Mending your life all alone with out me

Chances are just seeing you in my dreams tonight
In my dreams I am the only one who is holding you
The only best you have ever met
Hoping you are by my side tonight
And in the morning your smile welcomes me
What a sight ! What a view!
You are the only one I can not forget
Baby you are the best I have ever got

Im sad but I have to move on
Make my day complete even if its hard
Im a woman...
so weak
when in love

My spiderdad.
Does he loves me?
I am sad ... so sad
Tell me is it worth to wait
Is it worth the time waiting for my chances with him?
I must decide to end up
how?
when?
tell me..
pleaseee
Hmmmmmm....
Chances are...........
Chances are.........

When a man loves a woman

When A Man Loves A...

Titanic

He said that his love for me does not grow in the water.
It does not grow in the sand.
Not in Scotty
Not in the Philippines
But in his happy heart.
Assusss. Ah!

Spiderdad's Titani...

Kung pwede lang

(From TKs home)

Kung_Pwede_Lang.mp...

To my dad:

I will be out for days
working. I dont know when I will come back.
I have not told you a while ago because I dont wanna see you sad.
I believed you everytime you say that I am the water in your cactus. The rose in your garden, the flower in your heart. The water that brings you life.
How sweet......
Hope you will enjoy this filipino song.

ALONE AGAIN, NATURALLY by Vonda Shepard

Alone Again - Von...

If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to whoever
What it's like when you're shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Where people saying: "My God, that's tough"
"She stood him up"
"No point in us remaining"
"We may as well go home"
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally

To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to, who wouldn't do?
The role I was about to play?
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God in His mercy
Who, if He really does exist,
Why did He desert me?
In my hour of need
I truly am indeed
Alone again, naturally

It seems to me that there are more hearts
Broken in the world that can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?

[instrumental interlude]

Alone again, naturally

Looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul
Couldn't understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally

You got me

You know when you sit down to me.
Make eye contact to me often
Listen to everything I say
Reads and understand everything I wrote
Adores me
Respects me
Turns really pink every time I teased you
Blushing every time you see me
Reminds me whenever I was wrong

YOU GOT ME.

Andy Garcia

I love every trace of him....

Angel

Having your way is a lot easier when you have more than one way. I dont limit my self. Who cares? This world is mine.

Reaching for love

I have reach him and touched the sky
I decided not to be left behind
Not afraid to try

I reach beyond and I learn anew
I did not hesitate-not the same old Betty

I reach beyond to test my limit
I was surprised I am no longer timid

I have reach beyond flirting
Should I look back?

Am I so inlove
that I have not tried to stretch my mind?

I reach for Spiderman
I reach for friendship
I reach for love

Does he care?
Does he love?

Im not sure
If he is pure

Should I expect the best?
Or give up the quest?

Should I reach beyond and claim my space?
Here and now, this time and in this space?

Im scared to claim his heart and soar
Should I give him up or take him once more?

(Hay grabeng atikk.... kasabot kaha sya?)

Duysa nasıl sevdiğimi melekler ağlar...

Posing removes boundaries

View me in darkness

Acting on impulse

Scary smile

Feeling sexy

Breath and die

Lets have fun today

If your goal seems overwhelming.... pause, take a breath, have fun and watch me... (nyehehehe)

aha aha you'll like me!

I am the song that fills you.
So why would I be jealous?

I will rather....

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I am believing in you
I hope I am not mistaken
I really want our love to last forever

I rather choose you to be mean
Than give me lie
I will rather hear the truth and
Have to say goodbye
I will rather take a blow and
Listen, i dont know
But baby my love is true for you

I like the way you say honey
Every middle of the night when I am sleeping (Phiippines) and
Every morning when you are about to sleep(Turkey)
I am believing in you
I hope I am not mistaken
Do you mean what I want?
I want our love to last forever

My prayer

I wanna give my love to you completely
I beg of you to listen to my heart
I have never prayed like this before
And I am asking you not to close the door
For I contend the wind
And saw the waters
If you just love me

I wanna give all the strength within me
To make a world that can not fall apart
And you stay upon the throne
Or I give it all just for you alone
For I contend the wind
And saw the waters
If you just love me

Dont Look Back

DON'T LOOK BACK
As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce,
And the rain seems to soak your parade.

There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward -
The process of change can be tough,
But think about all the excitement ahead
If you can be stalwart enough!

There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,
And so many ways you can grow!

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay centered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are supportive of all that you do,
And believe that whatever decisions you make,
They'll be the right choices for you.

So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
And taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -
Don't look back! You're not going that way!

Not a broken-hearted witch!

Don't trust her. She'll break you!

ahahahaha!

Huggybear

I miss you already.
I wanna fly there in Scotland.
Maybe in time, I can finally touch you
Feel your warmth and hears your heart beat

For now
Feel the wind
My kisses are there for you
It whispers my longing to see you
While you are sleeping and hugging your pillows
Thinking it would be me
Sleeping in your arms

I think I am in love

What is this I'm feeling
I just cant explain
When you are here
I am just not the same

I tried to hide it
Try not to show it
But its crazy
How could it be?

I have falling for you
Finally
My heart gave in

And I have falling in love
Tell me how could it be?
So this is love?

Remember how to think like a child

In the movie Young Frankenstein, Gene Wilder is saying good-bye to his sweetheart, Madeline Khan. He steps to embrace her but is immediately rebuffed with "The hair. The hair." All his attempt to bid his affectionate adieu are foiled because she doesn't want anything "mussed". That is exactly how some peole live their lives. As adults, many of us need the child-like enthusiasm that will allow us to loosen and live.

You cant make positive difference in the live of others by becoming dreary old fuddydud.

I was a bit like Madeline Khan this morning while chatting to my bestfriend Murat. I got conscious into the way I look. I was so excited to listen to his folklore music that I even forgot to fix my self before facing him in the webcam. But I am okey now, I just realized that any woman looks more prettier everytime she wakes up in the morning, hehehe.

Before going to work today, I decided to lie in the ground and watch the clouds roll by together with my nieces and nephews and I played hide and seek with my two year-old cute pamangkin named IGIBOY (Nephew). We hugged each other with out any reservations.
You know what? I feel good and it brightens my world!

By the way, I just got my self fixed and I feel so sexy going to my meeting today.

Here is what I realized today:

Loosen up, lighten up, and love with a child's heart.
Regardless if you look abit mystical. BOOOOO.... mooo mooooo

One more thing.... I will consider repainting my room and my cabinet. Modern version. hehehe