Positive attitude

(In a certain portion of my life I wanna do this: DELETING )
I dont know if I have loved so selflessly or I have been loving the other way.
I have been so sensitive and demanding. Many times I told my self to give him
freedom from me.
I am only hurting him. I dont think he deserves me. I have always been asking too
much. Too much that he had a hard time to give. If loving him is hurting
him, I dont want to love anymore.
If I have been making him so sad, then I detest the day I meet him.
If I have been making him crazy, then I wanna kill my self.
I should have not loved someone younger than me.
I dont like my heart anymore.
I wanna tear it and put it in a garbage can.


HOW TO START YOUR DAY WITH A POSITIVE ATTITUDE :

1 . Open a new file in your PC .

2. Name it "My Heart"

3. Send it to the RECYCLE BIN

4 . Empty the RECYCLE BIN

5. Your PC will ask you, "Are you sure you want to delete Your Heart permanently? "

6. Answer calmly, "Yes," and press the mouse button firmly....

7 . Feel better?
HAVE A NICE DAY AND FROM NOW ON LIVE WITH OUT YOUR HEART

The Beauty of Betty Boop

The beauty of Betty Boop
Is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries,
Or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of Betty Boop
Must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.

The beauty of Betty Boop
Is not in a facial mole,
Butthe true beauty Betty Boop
Is reflected in her soul.

It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows,
The beauty of Betty Boop
With passing years-only grows.

Lucky is man who is the first love of Betty Boop,
but luckier is the Betty Boop who is the last love of Spiderdad (hopefully!)

Strength

It is how I overcome my burden that measures my strength.

Im back

After days of work I am back with a happy heart.
The work was quite tiring but I was very happy and inspired.
I was not able to chat with my bebek but I really know how much he loves me that is why I am secured and happy.

I came from another world. The underwater world!
Though I have only dived at 10 feet deep, Im still contented. Im not a professional diver but the photos and video footages that was given to me were enough already to be satisfied underworld.

When we finished documenting, I was so excited going home and tell my bebek the story about my adventure in Glan and Tamble Sarangani Bay.

And true, my spiderdad was really there waiting!!!!!
Im soo soooo happy... The man I love was waiting for me... hehehehehe (I am so flirtyyy...)


If there is omne thing I really wished for to complete my happiness.... that is to tighten my tummyyyy...

It is hard to diet..... but whenever im checking my body and find out that something is really changing.... I feel better.

I wanna be super sexy like Beyonce!!! Ewwww!!!! My friends would really laughed at me.... I am so obseessed to lost weight now.... What do you think, ha? he-he-heh!!!